Friday, November 16, 2007

my award from a friend


i grabbed this tag from my sweet friend's blog. she awarded me with this beautiful blogger award.. wow.. flattering huh... thanks Jerlalou.. how nice of her.. and along with this beautiful award comes another award.. TADAH!! (now i am blushing..) i was also given the sexy blogger award!!!


(am i really sexy..?) hhmm guess we are all sexy on our own little way ayt? i am going to share this award also.. to all my blog girlfriends here.. grab it now gals.. :) have a happy blogging day everyone. thanks again jerlalou.. check out her blog on my links. ;) it's worth visiting.

i don't love him anymore



i heard he is gay.. hmmm i still adore him as an actor coz he is really one damn good actor.. but i am not in love with him for i heard he is gay. ahhaha eeewww flip flops? uh uh uh sad. he is so handsome but i guess i just need to accept the fact that he is just not straight.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

im so in love with YOU

omg.. i can't believe i'll be so hooked up on this guy.. i love him so much.. arrgghhh and i love his life story on "Prison Break" yeah.. i am in love with Wentworth Miller aka "Michael Scofield" you heard me right i am talking about him nothing else. haha he is so damn gorgeous and he acts really well. i just love the way Prison Break's story goes. the lead characters are all wonderful. wanna see what a stud miller is? oh he is damn worth every cent *wink* i love his mysterious eyes.. and look at that expression.. see his picture below:

meet Michael Scofield (Wentworth Miller)

and his Prison Break Life:
*Michael Scofield’s educational background leaves many questions as to why such a man would commit the crime he did. Beginning with an immaculate record at Morton East High School, he would later graduate Magna Cum Laude with a B.S and M.S. in civil engineering from Loyola University of Chicago.

Scofield then found employment in Chicago as a structural engineer at the prestigious firm of Middleton, Maxwell and Schaum.

Then, his life took an unexpected turn for the worst. Scofield was convicted of armed robbery after attempting to steal over half a million dollars from the downtown Chicago branch of United Savings Bank. At his trial, Scofield pled no contest and requested to serve time in the level one facility closest to his Chicago home. That facility was Fox River in Joliet.

Once in Fox River, a great deal of attention was focused on Michael Scofield. Inmates were very interested in what Scofield was all about. The medical staff was concerned with his health because in addition to his scheduled visits to the prison clinic to receive his (DIABETIC DRUG), he also required emergency treatment on two occasions: first because of a severed toe, and second for a severe burn to his back. Warden Henry Pope also took an interest in Scofield and invited him to work on a personal project of his. Eventually it would come to light that Scofield was planning his escape from day one, and used his relationship with various people in the prison to facilitate the escape.
After successfully breaking out of Fox River, Scofield eluded authorities for a period of 16 days, during which he was spotted in various locations including: Montana, Indiana and Chicago. At one point, the US Border Patrol had him in custody, but during transport he managed to escape yet again.

The next time he would be seen was in the country of Panama. Scofield rendezvoused with his brother, Lincoln Burrows and Sara Tancredi. Thinking the worst was behind them, the trio boarded a sailboat which Scofield had prepared ahead of time, hoping to disappear forever. However, the FBI caught up with them. When FBI closed in and tried to take Scofield into custody, FBI agent Bill Kim was shot and killed in the melee. Shortly thereafter, Scofield was arrested by the Panamanian Police and charged with homicide.

Michael Scofield is currently awaiting trial in the Panamanian prison of Sona.

LOOK AT THIS HOTTIE!!

(I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY I SWEAR!) he swept my heart away.. *blush* HAHA

And now meet his equally handsome brother (on the series)
Dominic Purcell aka "Licoln Burrows"


and his character:
Lincoln Burrows’ life began a downward spiral at the age of 15. He dropped out of Morgan Park High School in the 10th grade, and immediately found himself in trouble with the law. Prior convictions include two months for Theft; three months for Criminal Damage to Property; six months for Battery; Six months for Possession of Drug Paraphernalia and ten months for Battery.

It seemed like the natural progression of things when Burrows was charged with the murder of Terrence Steadman, a Washington lobbyist and brother of President Carolyn Reynolds. He entered a plea of “not guilty” but the jury saw otherwise and he was sentenced to death by electrocution. Borrows would wait out his remaining days at Fox River Penitentiary.

Although the evidence was stacked against him, on May 12th Lincoln’s execution was stayed due to the appearance of new evidence that raised questions of his guilt. However, those questions didn’t lead to answers that would allow him to walk away a free man. Burrowsexecution was rescheduled for May 26th.

Before that date arrived, Burrows escaped from Fox River with his brother, Michael Scofield, and became a fugitive from the law.

Burrows and his brother were spotted on various occasions during their trek across the country. At one point, Burrow was apprehended by US Boarder Patrol, but somehow managed to get away, yet again.

On June 16th, Burrows was exonerated of all charges stemming from the Steadman case following the testimony of former Secret Service Special Agent, Paul Kellerman.
Burrows is currently in Panama City, Panama.


now aren't they wonderful.. hhmm yummy! haha

i am very much excited to finish Prison Break Season 3. another Breath taking Series


*http://www.fox.com/prisonbreak/ (official website)

what in the world...

what's happening in our country today is not at all good.. after glorietta 2 now the House of Representatives (south wing) when will all the bombings and the killings end? hhhmmm i wonder what's happening with our government and the people of the philippines.. december is fast approaching, yuletide season is again at hand. how i wish, just for once we will be able to celebrate and let this year past with everyone wearing a smile on their faces.. (not with teary eyes and mourning for a lost loved one) we all deserve to have a merry christmas and a joyful new year. let us not deprive each other the happiness we are all been wishing for.

hope we will all have the best christmas and new year ahead.. :)

i guess i have to put my wish list soon.

Monday, November 12, 2007

too lazy to work, i tagged myself instead.

this is from darlene.. hi darlene.. hope you dont mid at all? :)

1. Who has your heart?
- that i really don't know at this moment
2. How did you wake up this morning?
- kinda ok
3 . Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
- Sunset
4. Are you wearing any non clothing?
- No
5. What did you do last night?
- Been drinking lol
6. Who was the last person you kissed?
- why do you want to know anyway?
7. Would you kiss that person, again?
- i don't know
8. Did you brush your teeth this morning?
- Sure i did
9. What did you drink today?
- mineral water
10 . Do you like honey?
- not that much.. but i love it with green tea
11. What's the last thing you broke?
- somebody else heart.. hahahh
12. Do you know the date?
- uuuhhhmm last week?
13. Where's the last place you went shopping?
- SM (lam nio na yun.. haha)
14 . Did you sing at all today?
- I did
15. When is the last time you cried?
- last week.. friday night to be exact.
16. How many letters are there in your last name?
- 6
17. When did you go swimming LAST?
- that i can't barely remember
18 . Do you love anyone other than family?
- Friends
19. What book did you read last?
- memory gao (just can't remember at all)
20. Is your shirt dirty?
- of course not!
21 . Do you live near your best friend?
- Nope
22. Are you a Bon Jovi fan?
- Not really
23. Are you scared of snakes?
- oh Yeah

ANNOUNCEMENT: BAD NEWS..

I HAPPEN TO LOST MY MOBILE PHONE AHWILE AGO.. IT REALLY SADDENS ME. ALL MY FRIENDS' CONTACT NUMBERS AND OUR CLIENTS' NUMBERS ARE THERE.. :( NOW I AM BACK TO SQUARE ONE. HOPE I'LL HAVE MY SIMCARD BACK. BUT I GUESS THAT'S WAY TOO IMPOSSIBLE.. GOODLUCK TO ME. NOW I DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL BE HAVING MY NEW PHONE, *SIGH* SO, FOR MY FRIENDS, I AM VERY SORRY BUT YOU CAN'T CONTACT ME RIGHT NOW. I'LL LET YOU KNOW IF I ALREADY HAVE MY NEW NUMBER.. THANKS.. AND TAKE EXTRA CARE OF YOUR THINGS..

Thursday, November 8, 2007

damn.. i am so LOST!


anyone kind enough to show me the right way? *sigh* i promise not to ever put any heart breaking and mood wrecking post in here. but then again here i am pouring my heart out. (my apologies bloggers) my weakness, my downfall, and my insanity.. emotions.. contradictory of what the picture shows. (see that image on the the right?) i am, yes.. i guess have to let go. sooner or later. so fed up and tired of clinging on that little something we are holding on to. *sniff* you are way up there while i am here drifting at the edge of this cliff. hanging on was way too much to bear. there's just nothing left worth fighting for. stupid me. i am supposed to be so over you a long time ago. but you just wont let go. how do you expect me to be happy with someone new, if you are there getting always in the way. i remember the song "because of you by kelly clarkson" the chorus goes this way:

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


damn right.. because of you.. i am afraid.. you! and nothing else.. you made it so hard for me to put my complete trust and love to someone new that i guess will be the only person who would really make me happy. i've been thinking lately.. he'd been there for me ever since. through thick and thin, through all the controversies of my damn life. he was there supporting me. my ever loyal friend. but now, i don't know. i am so confused. i am so torn. something behind my mind is telling me it's worth a try for me to give us a chance, yet on the other part of this heart and mind there you are trying to push ur way again. you really don't want me to be happpy.. ur so good of making me feel guilty of something that i am not. please, help me forgive and forget. i am lost. let go.. i just want to move on.. but i just don't know how and where to start... aaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh

I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT!

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

looking back

on what i've been up to, the past few days. the so called *long weekend*. oh well, let me see.....................

October 29:
barangay elections ALL OVER THE ARCHIPELAGO. i was not that interested to practice my right to vote. oh, what for? and so, i decided to take a rest instead. ('coz you see, we're supposed to report at work. i feel so lazy that's why i chose not to work. i don't care if i wasted a day's salary. haha) i went home and indulge myself to sleep. boo hoo what a relaxing day.. with my whole family.. what more can i ask for?

October 30:
now, i don't have any reason not to go to our office. back to work and get some stuff done. luckily my boss decided to open the office half day only. now that rocks! well, well, well.. to celebrate the long vacation ahead we went out and jam the night away..

October 31:
had a very wonderful night. talk about having too much alcohol on your system that you can't even remember all the details of what had happened. haha not some sign of aging.. nah ah.. liqour ovedose. nice hang-over though..

November 1:
still drunk. good thing my uncle drop by our house. We went to Sorsogon with his motorcycle as our means of transportation.. just imagine the long drive. Whew! It rained and then the sun is up again. Aaarrgghh now that I think caused this not feeling well state of my being. But it’s ok. At least I was able to visit our departed love ones there.. I miss my grandma and grandpa. Bless their souls. The best part here, I was able to feel the sea on my feet again.. wow.. I miss bacon sorsogon already.. I love it.. it’s so nice to see my other grannies.. :-D

November 4:
i cried myself to sleep.. it hurts so bad! As in.. I just want to forgive and forget. That’s all.. though I am badly wounded I’ll try to understand you.. omg I hate myself

November 5:
Back to work.. killing myself with all the pending documents.. talk about cramming..

That’s it for now.. till nxt tym

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