Liwanag sa Dilim

Naramdaman nyo naba yung feeling na minsan gusto mo nalang mawala? 

O kaya naman yung times n wala ka na halos maramdaman?

Mapapatanong ka nlng sa sarili mo kung ano pa ba ginagawa mo sa mundong ito? Ano pa ba ang silbi mo?

Ramdam mo tlg na mag isa ka lang. Na wala sayong nagmamahal o may pakialam man lang.

Siguro oo naramdaman mo na to.. 

o di kaya ngayon pinagdadaanan mo ito.. 

ako? oo noon maraming beses na..

Ayaw mo makipag usap kahit kanino.. 

gusto mo nalang magkulong s mundo mo..

Naiintindihan ko.. been there done that..

Pero eto lang masasabi ko. Wala naman nagawang mabuti yung pag iisa ko at pag iwas ko sa ibang tao.

Mas lalo ako kinakain ng kumunoy. Linalamon ako ng buong buo.

Halos gusto mo nlng kitilin ang sarili mo.. yan ang puntong hinde kelan man magiging tama o magiging solusyon.

Para saakin, ayaw man natin makipaghalubilo sa ibang tao o makipagusap, itry pa din ntn n kahit s sulat magbigay tayo ng tiwala at magbahagi ng bigat na ating dinaramdam.. kasi hinde ka naman talaga nag iisa.. 

akala mo lang yan...

Isulat mo dito ang nararamdaman mo. Ishare mo ang bigat n ndarama ng puso mo.

Hinde ko kelangan malaman kung sino ka. ano ka, taga saan ka o kung ano pa man.

Andito lang ako. Hinde maghuhusga dahil wala akong karapatan. Magbabasa ako.. sasagot ako kung gusto mo.

Subukan nating pagaanin ang dinadala mo..

Kasi kahit kelan hinde solusyon ang kumitil ng sariling buhay. Hinde solusyon ang magpakahina.

Malakas ka.. matatag ka.. wag mo hayaang mawala ang buhay na sayo ay inilaan.

Malawak ang mundo.. mahaba ang oras.. madami pa ang pwede maganap.

Hinde natin alam ang nakasaad s kinabukasan.

Pero isa lang ang sigurado ko.. lahat ng sakit at kabiguan ay may katumbas na tagumpay.

So ano… Tara! Usap Tayo!

SAGOT

Madami tayong katanungan sa buhay.

madalas di natin mahanap ang kasagutan.

Bakit nga ba ako andito?

Bakit ko ba dinaranas ang mga bagay na to?

Bakit sila masaya?

bakit ako ang nagdurusa?

Saan ba nakatago ang swerte?

Saan ba matatagpuan ang ginhawa?

Saan nga ba patungo ang relasyong ito?

Saan ko ba siya makikita?

Paano ko ba maaabot ang pangarap ko?

Paano ko ba siya mamahalin?

Paano ba ang magmahal ng wagas?

Paano ba matatapos ang lahat?

Sino ang taong satin ay itinakda?

Sino ba ang magmamahal satin ng tapat?

Sino ang magbibigay ng gabay?

Sino ang sagot sa ating dasal?

Ano. Sagot?

Solo but never Alone

Hi guys! It's been six months since my last update. Wow!

Am I still welcome here? haha Oh well, here I am...

I would like to dedicate this post to all the solo parents out there! 

Salute to yah all! 

You've been so hard working the past days. Raising your kid/s on your own and basically, doin' everything all by yourself. This kind of set-up is not a walk in the park. Your patience has been tested a lot of times but you still chose to shower the kids with your unwavering love. You never gave up amidst exhaustion of doing everything on your own. You may feel tired at times due to overflowing household chores, corporate concerns and lack of sleep, but that never hindered you from taking good care of your beloved child/children. The strength you have is pretty amazing! Your courage to face each day with so much positivity is pretty impressive. I believe God created you an inch stronger than everyone else. Giving up is never an option for you and being weak is not in your vocabulary. You are such an inspiration! May you remain steadfast in this life. 

You are precious. You are loved. You are one in a million! Your kid is so lucky to have you!

Always remember, you may be solo but you are never alone...

Cheers!

*pctto

YES, I AM HAPPY

For 11 years now, I've been living on my own already. It's hard, yes it is. But it is pretty rewarding! I learned a lot from budgeting, cleaning, washing the dishes, doing the laundry, and coping with being alone in my place. Got used to facing every day on my own. With one thing on my mind and heart; that God will never leave my side, I survived the 11 years.

Now, as I am almost halfway of the 12th year of being independent, I am very glad to have found my new home and to have the best companion God has blessed me. I am more comfortable here in my new abode and I am overjoyed to finally have someone with me. My heart is overflowing with happiness and so thankful for the God almighty for giving me this blessing. I know I will be facing another unknown journey ahead, but I will face it with a brave heart. For I know that His untiring love and guidance will be with me all the way. Thank you, Lord, for this gift. :)

I am looking forward to this year! We are all not sure of what it holds for us, but we are all hopeful for the best! all I wish is for us to get through another year with not a scratch. Oh well, let's all pray for great things to happen! God bless us all!

*pctto

Hello It's ME

                                                                           

Ola!

I hear yah... 

So here I am! Updating this blog of mine.

   

How are you doing lovely people? Wow.... How I miss this blog! After a few years of hibernation, I am back again! Bwahahahahahahah You read it right, I AM BACK! 

So, how are things going in here? I feel like a newbie again. I don't know how or where to start. hhhmmm time check, 1:40 in the morning here. There's a lot of things I want to say but I just can't find the right words right now. I am overwhelmed to finally find my way back here. It's been quite awhile and a lot of things has changed. Yes, a lot! 

I won't make any promises but I will try my best to keep this blog up and running for the next coming days. *wink* Guess it would be great to let this blog keep me company from time to time.  This is my personal blog so please just bear with me if you will read some posts that are not of your type or posts that you may find annoying. Hopefully, I can feed this blog with lots of posts that are worth your while. Posts that will brighten up your day, unload your burdens, enlighten your mind and touch your hearts :-) 

Wishing you all a great day and looking forward to meeting you in the coming days!

This is it for now, i'll be back later.

canker sores

Every time I have my period, canker sores always appear. i hate it every time this thing is present.
to enlighten me on the matter, i have researched on the net on what it is and why it keeps on bothering me.
and here's what i have found:

Canker sores or also known as Aphthous stomatitis. It is a common cause of benign and non-contagious mouth ulcers. This condition is characterized by the repeated formation of ulcers on the mucous membrane of the oral cavity (the lining of the mouth), in otherwise healthy individuals. Symptoms range from a minor nuisance to interfering with eating and drinking.

Whenever I have this, I can't eat well, or even enjoy my favorite drinks.  Too much discomfort in sleeping, talking, eating and drinking. I don't know why this keeps on recurring. I am very much fund of taking multivitamins. Yet this thing still appears. Oh well, they say sometimes this canker sore is hereditary.
Can't do anything about it... might as well live with it! and just be patient on waiting when it finally disappears.
When you happen to have this, stay away from foods or beverages that has citric acids for it will worsen your sore. Stay away also from hot foods or drinks. take a lot of vitamin B.
credits to wikipedia

Budget Meal #1

discovered something new today. 
i can have a tasty meal even though i'm on a budget.  :-)

what i have:
3pcs - medium sized potatoes
1/2 pouch sinigang sampalok mix
1 pork knorr cube

thats it!!! oh yes! thats just it.. hahaha see? really budget friendly.. not to mention, healthy meal.

what to do:
bring to boil potatos on 1/2 liters of water.
when already boiling, add the pork knorr cube.
stir until dissolved. then put the sinigang mix. boil for 1 minute and voila!
potato sinigang...
tastes yummy!
try it! ;0)

*if you have other available ingredients you can add it in! anyway, you are the master of ur kitchen

Organizing 101

Get Organized with Heloise
Author: Heloise
Format: Paperback
ISBN: 0-399-52941-1

Looking for something that can help you have an organized way of life? Well, look no more! Heloise got your back! I am greatly blessed when I came across this book. Bought this one at Booksale for only Php25.00! Yup!! You read it right... Twenty-five Pesos only! Isn't that a lovely price for such a precious item?

This book helped me a lot from organizing my bedroom to organzing my shopping. Who wouldn't want to get organized? By being organized, you are letting yourself have more time to enjoy life. For when everything is where it is supposed to be, life will be smooth sailing and enjoyable. If everything is in place, you have less worry and no more sour days.

One doesn't have to be caught up with a long list of things to do. You can always start with Heloise's 5 minutes/ 5 things. That is one effective way of getting organized. Tried it myself! Now to give you an example.

Here is Heloise's 5 minutes/ 5 things mentioned on this book on Personal Organizing:
In 5 minutes, you can:
-record several personal contacts in an address book
-pay and file a bill
-write a note to a friend
-organize your desk drawer
-sort paperwork
5 things to throw away:
-old directories
-unused or expired coupons
-Credit Card solicitations
-old catalogs and magazines
-receipts you no longer need

See, it's that easy! Piece of cake right? So start organizing now and enjoy life everyday.
For more tips or hints on getting organized, you can also visit Heloise's website at: http://www.heloise.com/

Have a clutter free life ahead!!!
STOP BEING A CLUTTER BUG

monday morning

i love singing that manic monday song! well, unlike other monday mornings, today is different! am not feeling lazy.. haha good for me..

i feel light, active, in peace and genuinely happy.

humming songs obviously indicates my happy heart today. though got a straight working days last week, i still am energized today. monday can't get any better than this!!!!

the sun is up so no reason to be lazy.. go go go and reach for our goals today! not tomorrow but today!

make yourself happy , make others happy and your day will be bright and jolly.

hit it!! have a great day ahead everyone!

mmmwwwaaaaaaaaaaah!  :-)

tadaaaaaaaaahhh!!

Hey!!!!!!!! How are you doin' guys? After 3 years! Wow... I am finally back.. Yes!!!! I AM SO BACK! Good thing i find my way back here. I miss this blog! Oh well, beforE anything else, I would like to say thank you for those who visited my blog, my apologies  if i was not able to answer back or thank you all right away.

Will be updating this one I promise! Though I have 2 new blogs, I still want to retain this one. This blog is me. This is all me... :)

Hope to hear from you soon fellow bloggers! Can't wait to do some blog walking again!!!

Hello 2013! GODBLESS US ALL!  ^^,

KINDLY VISIT THIS SITE

http://helpjanice.wordpress.com/

let us help her..

pls include her in our prayers.

she's a good person, a christian, a mother, a wife and a friend.

i knew her way back, when we we're still active in our church choir.

May Godbless us all.

thank you..

jing, God loves you. my prayers are with you. God will alleviate all the pain that you are going through..

we are here we love you. you may not remember me..

but i'm just here. the CYF are here. we are here for you..

I LOVE THIS SONG.. IT'S TOTALLY ME!

TAKE A BOW - RIHANNA


Ohh
How bout a round of applause
yea
Standin ovation
Ohh yeaa
yea yea yea yea

You look so dumb right now
Standin outside my house
Tryin to apologize
Your so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
So go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You betta hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on
Talkin bout girl I love you your the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please
What else is on
Ohh

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
So go on and take a bow

Ohhh
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For makin me believe that you could be
Faithful to me let's hear your speech out

How bout a round of applause
Standin ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
So go on and take a bow

But it's over now

nothing at all

i got nothing to say at all..

i am completely in pain..

i am lost

busted

wasted

and everything..

life sucks!!

dream moodz

my dreams for the past weeks says it all:

so how am i really? just read this and you'll know how i'm doing..


Bats
To see bats in your dream, symbolizes uncleanness, demons, and annoyances. Alternatively, bats also represent your need to let go of old habits for your current way of life no longer suits your new growth and outlook. It is symbolic of a rebirth. It may also mean that you are entering blindly into a situation. You need to evaluate the facts more carefully The dream may also been a pun on feeling "batty" or feeling crazy.
To dream of a white bat, signifies death of a family member. To dream of a black bat, signifies personal disaster.
To see a vampire bat in your dream, represents that a person in your life may be draining your of self-confidence and/or your resources.


Cell Phone
To see or use a cell phone in your dream, indicates that you are being receptive to new information. It also represents your mobility.
To dream that you lost your cell phone, represents a lack of communication. You have lost touch with some aspect of your feelings or your Self.
Telephone
To dream that you are having a telephone conversation with someone your know, signifies an issue that you need to confront with that person. This issue may have to do with letting go some part of yourself.


Tears
To dream that you are in tears, signifies that a healing of some sort is taking place in your life. The tears symbolize compassion, emotional healing and spiritual cleansing. Alternatively, tears may indicate pain.
To dream that others are in tears, indicates that you need to rethink your actions and how your behavior may be affecting those around you.
To see a teardrop in your dream, represents previous wisdom you have learned and remembered.


Drowning
To see someone drowning in your dream, suggests that you are becoming too deeply involved in something that is beyond your control. Alternatively, it represents a sense of loss in your own identity. You are unable to differentiate who you are anymore.


Snake
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.


Quarrel
To dream that you are quarreling with a certain person, signifies that there is some hidden hard feelings and conflict toward that person and you are having difficulties talking about. This dream functions to help open that line of communication with that person in your waking life.

Volcano
To see a volcano in your dream, indicates that you are unable to control emotions, particularly if the volcano is erupting. The end result may be damaging and hurtful.

Ashes
To see ashes in your dream, signifies bitter changes and disruptions. Ashes may represent a failed relationship or a ruinous business enterprise. You may be feeling that the good times are over and nothing of value is left in your life. Alternatively, you may be dwelling too much on the past. You need to learn to let go.

Wow, your Sex and the City match is Carrie!

Smart, driven, and the kind of girl that could be the star of any show, it's no surprise you lead the pack. Whether trying out a new hairstyle or mixing and matching your wardrobe, with a look and a lifestyle all your own, you're sure to inspire those around you. You're honest about what you want out of life — even when all you really want is the latest Balenciaga bag or a corner table in a hot new restaurant.

But your playful exterior doesn't fool everyone — deep inside you've got a lot on your mind and it shows. Standing by your friends, working hard, and always staying a step ahead (while, of course, doing it in Manolo Blahniks), isn't exactly easy. So now that everything else is in place, we couldn't help but wonder — is your next great romance right around the corner?


**hhhhahhah really? am i?**

on my "being emo"

Wow, you are a Little Bit Emo!
Shop at second hand stores from time to time? Feel like no one understands you? Own a pair of Chucks? That's just what we thought. It's not very strong, but we can kind of see it. We're betting you mope from time to time and you've been known to sigh over an ex, even if you only do it where no one can see you. Come on, just admit it — brooding can be fun.

Thank your lucky stars, because you'd never, ever wear as much makeup at Pete Wentz or listen to Taking Back Sunday all the time. Maybe you just like to pretend that you're super-stoic, but we know that deep down you've got a heart of purest glass. So congrats — you're not totally tragic. Not even close.

my dear cute godson

late valentine treat

i had another happy day for the valentines.. thanks for pleasing me always.. thanks for setting a side some time for me.. thanks for the flower, for the card and for the bunch of treat.. you will always be special to me. thanks for the sweet message you left for me.. you know where..

hhmm i am just too glad to tell my valentine's day. guess i have to write it down on my next post..

happy hearts month everyone! hope you all have the happiest month of the heart.

bye for now.. have a happy and blessed sunday! godbless!

THE NEXT LOCATION FOR THE TV SERIES "SURVIVOR"? Gota Beach, Caramoan, Cam. Sur

This photos were taken during our Site inspection 2 days ago..
the journey begins..on our way to the project site Caramoan National Park (GOTA 1 & 2)
breath taking scenery along the way.. such a wonderful sight indeed!




the project site : SURVIVOR SERIES next location? : GOTA 1 & 2 : Cabanas from the outside and its inside sneak preview












journey home .. pretty tiring yet worth it..





Photographed by: CHILL
all rights reserved 2008

my current playlist

"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.





"my cuppycake"

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear




"Bubbly"


I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while